Eat , Sleep , Blink ♥

i have a friend whos recovering from anorexia . i found a photo from 100reasonstorecover.tumblr.com . this website really is isnspiring me with so many reasons not to cut anymore . before , i didnt care , cutting was my escape and still is for now . but i dont want it to be . i dont want it to be the only thing that will stop me from crying during a huge mental breakdown . i want to be able to open up to people for help instead of closing everyone off and turning my back to the world to go cut myself . i want to stop relying on this bad habit . 5 years is enough of this bullshit . ive really had enough of it . being so scared of being judged by people , hiding it from my parents because they threatened to put me in the hospital next time i do it and to stop dissappointing and upsetting my friends . i want to get past this and be stronger than ever and look back and think of this as just a struggle that i overcame .